And if I could start it all over
I’d pick you again

I’d do things differently
I’d be more of a friend

Because loving you was it
The highlight of my life

And the forever that I want
Was cut away with a knife

I’m not interested in a world
That keeps making excuses for being broken

Where relationships aren’t real
They’re more of a convenience token

Where you justify doing the wrong thing
With self empowerment bullshit

Life is easier without conviction
Why work when you can spend counterfeit?

The fact of the matter is
Anger weighs less than sorrow

And I can carry this weight today
But I never know about tomorrow

So I’m spinning my wheels here
Unable to find anything I want to do

The only time I was genuinely happy
Was when I thought my future was you

So I’m not gonna pretend
That someone else is ok

Because I’m true to my words
And I’ve got nothing left to say