“Sorrow”   Sorrow is an ocean In the silence waves hit   I see flashes of light But not enough to stay lit   Happy strikes like lightning But thunder follows soon   Clouds hide the light I cannot see the moon   The tide is high And it sweeps me under   I look up and see Lightning before the thunder   I am … Continue reading Sorrow

2 Years

Today marks a sad anniversary for me.  It’s been 2 years since my (ex) wife told me she was falling in love with another man.  The last night we slept in the same bed – though I didn’t really sleep. I was in survival mode.  I wanted to save my marriage at all costs.  I knew something was up, but I never would have guessed … Continue reading 2 Years

Orange Man Bad

Trump is a racist Have you ever heard of the Ellis Island Award?  As defined by NECO (National Ethnic Coalition of Organizations), “The Ellis Island Medals of Honor embody the spirit of America in their celebration of patriotism, tolerance, brotherhood and diversity. They recognize individuals who have made it their mission to share with those less fortunate their wealth of knowledge, indomitable courage, boundless compassion, unique talents … Continue reading Orange Man Bad

Selfish Prayer

Selfish Prayer I’d really like to be happy I can’t remember how that feels It was a lasting feeling My loneliness steals I admit it, I’m alone all the time It’s partly why it won’t change I’m more afraid of the wrong thing It’s all I know, is that strange? I wish I could do something I just feel so alone lately It takes all … Continue reading Selfish Prayer


Color I just want something to mean something to me This gray aura is everywhere – it’s all I see I know there has to be something still pumping my blood But I haven’t felt it in forever, I’m stuck in the mud Everything in life seems to be a distraction And I’m missing out on years – due to inaction I guess I find … Continue reading Color


Fake Forgive me for meaning “til death do us part” Forgive me for actually giving you my heart Why is it just ok that you broke every vow? You tell me, what am I supposed to do with myself now? Because when two become one that’s supposed to change things And now I’m alone in this world and have not one but two rings You … Continue reading Fake